I hate when you get an email about a job offer by someone who clearly didn’t read your resume. Just got one from a company called HireBug who’s looking for full-time account executives with 4-year degrees. Um, hello — not me in any way, shape, or form *sigh* Why does this have to be so hard?

Got a little bit of shopping done today: more gym shorts, a dust cloth for my computer stuff (I was getting tired of tissues), and a new PS2 memory card ’cause Shayne has mine and it’s supposedly MIA. Now I need to play DDR more.

There’s been a lot of downpours tonight: 3 that I’ve witnessed, and who knows how many total. Just my luck that one happened while I was driving 66 and then again on my way from the car to the house. But oh well, rain isn’t that bad … even the sky has to cry sometimes.

Wow, I just spent like three hours talking to Brad about everything from car engines to relationship problems. And it was nice … I wish I could do that with all my friends. Speaking of “friends,” my big decision of the moment has to do with Shayne — this weekend has brought to light many things I’ve tried to forget, and I’m starting to have a weird feeling that maybe going out with him was a mistake. Of course I feel bad, ’cause I hate intentionally hurting people after they’ve gone through hell, even if it is for the best *sigh* It’s obvious I can’t have three guys at once … just dunno what to do … Brad and Neyousha aren’t doing that great … Shayne’s glad to have someone who has so much in common with him … and Brian basically needs me more than anything. Is the “winner” in any way apparent to you? I didn’t think so … blah.

Will people stop fuckin’ anonymously leaving comments? Geez … yeah, I *might* know who you are, but I’m not psychic, especially when you deliberately try to be “evasive” or “sneaky” by not providing any info. Due to recent events, just prove yourself intelligent, and we’ll all suffer one less headache. Besides, did it ever cross your mind that instead of living in hostility, I might want to actually talk to you?

FYI, I might be cutting back/stopping ’cause it’s really bothering Shayne … even though he smokes like a pack a day. Yeah, it’s different, but not completely … whatever, all I know is that life is better in slow motion …

Fuck, I forgot to call my leads … Jed’s gonna kill me, especially if I screw up tomorrow. Why oh why did I sign up for this crap?

VNV Nation rocks … Doron has the best music. I wonder what “Die Flut” (by Witt & Heppner) means. Awesome song too.

Oh yeah, and I dunno if I’ve already said this, but I won the 3 spiked chokers I was like score … wonder if I’ll actually get them this time.

My old black hoodie is developing holes kinda fast, namely on the cuffs. Poor hoodie …

Blah … my hands are freezing, I’ve been out for like 3 – 4 hours today knocking on doors, and only got 1 lead. 1! Though I did hand out a lot of business cards and put up 3 lawn signs, I still wish more people needed painting. I think tomorrow I’m gonna hit up the Fairfax High School area, even though that looks more wealthy that what I did today *sigh*

On the bright side, Shayne’s coming up tomorrow, which is awesome ’cause I miss him. Pretty soon I’m driving Ross and I to Clarendon for dinner with Dad, and then after that I’ll probably work on more CWP stuff. It hasn’t been a great or really productive day … I just hope tomorrow and Wednesday are easier … ’cause Thursday and Friday I’ll be up in Charlottesville (like 3 frickin’ hours away) learning how to paint a house with a team meeting in-between. Yeah.

I’m definitely going to bed early tonight.

Yeah, new layout … I’ve been on a faerie high ever since finding the Brian Froud fanlisting, seeing “The Skriker,” and basically hanging out with Shayne lol. It took a good amount of time to make, and I like it, though I dunno how long it’ll stay up. What do you think? Navigation is right over there to the left.

Man, still haven’t started my paper … I mean, it’s easy, but the last thing I wanna do right now is write 5 pages on what I thought was wrong with the world when I was a child

I think I’m now officially a (Vampire: The Masquerade) gamer, lol. And that’s crazy ’cause everyone else *coughBriancough* has been like, “no, you wouldn’t like it, blah blah” — screw them. Even though it’s not as fun as it could be, last night was only my 2nd time, and Pinkus said it took him like 5 – 6 months to get into it. Plus, everyone’s helping me, so I’m fine I love my huge sword.

I would be at band practice right now, but I gotta finish the Kodak bio for business before 5, do a little reading, and start my English paper. If I’m really feeling motivated I might even start on history, but I doubt it. Knowing me, I’ll do as little as possible, then attempt to catch up on my massive amount of site work

By the way, if I get the internship, I dunno what I’m gonna do about my fanlistings. I mean, I barely have enough time now to devote to them on top of weirdncrazy.com and this site … I might have to give them away, which would suck … or I could just give away the high-traffic ones, like Rammstein, Caramel, and maybe Gap. Hmm. Well, guess we’ll see what happens.

Happy birthday to Mr. Washington.

Nice — Shayne knows all the good clubs around here. He says he’ll show me the goth one as soon as it re-opens, and apparently there’s a good techno one in Charlottesville. So yay.

Score, and so far school is closed tomorrow ’til noon — watch them go all the way by morning.

FYI, the subculture show on WNRN rocks, I so gotta remember to listen in from now on. And Shayne’s band just played! They now officially have one fan (me) lol — I’m supposed to call in next week and request “Will You Help Me”

Oh yeah, and I keep forgetting to post this: Phil from my GBUS group looks a lot like Michael from the Quebec trip.